home again. one step, nay, one breath, one tiny gasp of oxygen, slow down slow down, not tonight, don’t let that hole inside you collapse.

something to calm me down, something to kill me


spinningrims:

sending ur mom a text that says “i’m sorry i yelled when we were talking about the celebrity nudes. i’m very passionate about the lecherous way we as a society commodify the female body and the way we navigate the important discussions on that matter. love u”

on monday in one week i have an appointment to see a gp and it’s a long one and i have several things to ask and one of them is a referral to a mental health professional

i have had chronic and sometimes severely acute depression since 2006; that was when i started to want to kill myself. i have come close on about 4 occasions.

recently life has been killing me, bit by bit, and i say that to mean that i feel like the only way this will end is by my dying but i’m not sure when that’s going to be so for now i exist

i am tired of living like this. i have many beautiful people near me and in my life and i want to be alive with them. i will get the help i need and i will live through this.


artbeautypaintings:

Sirens and the night - William Edward Frost

artbeautypaintings:

Sirens and the night - William Edward Frost

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Austra - Habitat


rcjohnso:

Noah & Emilie, 2003

rcjohnso:

Noah & Emilie, 2003


crippling self doubt / anxiety / depression


people are so fucking beautiful